... or at least stops handing you them so frequently and in such large quantities.
I have a dilemma. This blog was created during a point in my life when I could not see past anything but my own heartache, depression and grief. I was certain things would never be the same for me.
As it turns out, they weren't- they've gotten BETTER than I ever could have imagined. I mean, come on. I have been at my new job for almost three months and I love it. As far as the "heartache," I'd go through it all again to get to where I am now because now I'm in a healthy, non-toxic relationship with a man who makes my heart beat really fast when I'm near him. I'm learning to trust and be myself and not be so afraid of being hurt.
Also, in the very recent future, I decided to make a change in my eating and exercise habits.
Oh, and my beautiful niece arrived! She turned two months old on 8/16.
These are all terrific, exciting changes for me.
They are not terrific for my blog, which was based on my exploits and mishaps as a cynical, slightly bitter single woman. I was going to shut it down and start a fresh blog (I'm still considering that). HOWEVER. Just because I am in love and happy doesn't mean that I can't make my readers laugh with stories from my life. Because believe me, shit still happens. Just not shitty shit, if that makes sense... ?
Case in point: I stopped writing this on my lunch break to go get ice cream with my co-workers. In our defense, we did WALK to the ice cream place and I only got a SMALL Death by Chocolate Artic Blast. This means my new "healthy eating" kick lasted approximately six hours.
Healthy eating? Who?
